identical opposite

Last night I had a wonderful relaxing night with the knitting girls who, no matter how shitty things seem, they always make me feel better. I had a quiet night with a knife - sounds sinister but really just cutting a freezer print. I wasn't in the mood for wool and my latest project requires too much concentration. This had been something on my to do list for a long time - they are for the twins and I liked the irony for them - of course they are their usual colour codes. I didn't create the design, it is far too clever - it is by an artist by the name of Scott Kim done in 1981 and I believe it appears in his Inversion book.
On the school front, I have calmed down a little. While it was a difficult drop off with the twins, they did actually settle and seemed to enjoy the session. This of course relaxed me somewhat. I have drafted an email to the school because I think they deserve the opportunity to address some of my concerns (but I am also prepared to move him if we need to). I spent a few days drafting the email and was finally happy with it - direct but not too emotional - got the direct email address, took a deep breath and pressed send. GONE....................and then a message - almost immediately.....action???....no, Mail Administer returned. Maybe its a sign?